I just want you to feel the same about me as I do about you. I want you to grow the balls to kiss me in front of everyone like you do when it’s just me and you.

You’re so frustrating, it’s like you have feelings for me but you toss me away so easily just to catch me when I need you. What’s going on?

What’s going through your head? Do you want this to last or is this just a phase cause I need someone to fight for me. I need someone who what’s to be the pillow to sleep on, the hand to fill mine, the body that keeps me warm in the cold winter nights. But I’m not sure if you want it like I do.. #stressed #sick #missingyou #boys #life #thissucks

“I’m falling in love but shes falling apart”

Okay, so I wanted to try something new. Lately I’ve seen all these “You’re beautiful” inspirational pictures and signs but the pictures consist of girls that look their best. I think that’s kinda contradicting. Soooo I decided to take the worst possible picture I could think of, and it was quite hard actually :P I kept wanting to delete them, but here it is. Me freshly washed, trying to inspire you guys that you’re beautiful, because you are (: You have a face like no other. You’re unique. You might think that you’re not pretty but that’s cause you know you don’t look like the other people but don’t feel that way. You can’t unless you’re their twin. So love yourself. I dare you to find 1 thing that you like about yourself and then take a really bad picture of yourself and post it.

This is summer, go out and

• watch the sunrise with someone you care about
• hang out with friends
• take pictures like your a photographer
• explore
• have fun for God’s sake

Hey guys, so I’m in North Carolina visiting my dad for the summer. I’ve been here just a week and a half and I’ve done nothing but sit on my bum looking up stuff online. Yeah… boring right? But! I am gathering stuff together for what to do when I come back home (3.5-3 more weeks). So far, I’ve got a LOT to do!

For example:

• experiment with my wig
• work on cosplays
• play with my makeup
• buy foundation and powder
• make videos
• create how-tos (DIY)
• go to church (I miss it)
• make clothes
• thrift shop
• go to to the library more ofter (still need a new card..)
• do my friend’s hair (sleep over :DD)
• make mochi icecream
• cook all my recipe findings :3
• ect.

Yeah… there’s a heckalot to do for me when I get back.

But as for now, while I’m here, I’m going to take looots of photos (usb chord’s coming in another 2-3 days!! Will upload my photography).

I also can go to the beach :3 Loooove it.

I can write more! I’ll do that today (:

Further more, I can dye my hair! Yessss!

hmm… I can watch korean drama

I can draw… which I actually have too (AP art.. 10 pages…and piece-.-)

I can tumble :3 like I am now….

See, I guess I can do quite a lot.

Another nice thing to do is enjoy the outside. It’s beautiful here. There’s actually clouds here! Not used to that in Arizona. The mornings here are beautiful. There’s nothing better then waking up with a fresh cup of coffee and soymilk sitting outside as the sun comes up. Eating breakfast by the pool isn’t bad either.

I like it here. Not saying I’d live here though. Too many rednecks :P But regardless! There’s mini forests here! And a beach!

Here’s a summer goal for you and me:

Go Out Side!! I’m serious! It’s beautiful! Enjoy (:

since I’ve been on here. Honestly, I didn’t even care to write about my self on some pointless blog but since there’s nothing better to do… why not?

First off, I’m going to create a list of what I’m going to start doing on this blog (if I can) and what I wish to do (but might not happen.. we’ll see.)

1. I’m going to start writing about hair (my goals, tutorials, facts, and caring for it)
2. I’m going to start a fashion out-look
3. I’m going to write about my feelings, only to write about the goodness that can be found in it.
4. I’m going to come in touch with my poetic side
5. I’m going to obsess over anime and my favorite shows
6. I’m going to indirectly write about people so that no one will know who it actually is (mwahaha… no worries, nothing bad will be written about them
7. I’m going to list my goals (kinda like what I’m doing right now)
8. I’m going to rant about my late-night cravings
9. I’m going to share stuff that I want to do
10. I’m going to experiment with art and tell you guys (if anyone’s even reading this)

Let me know if you have anything you want to share! :D

And I think that’s basically all… for now.. (: thanks!